Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Nearly a year

So it's been almost a year since Josh retired... Crazy to think so much has changed... Our marriage is more stable then it's been in years... He's by no means healthy or cured but we've come to accept the "new normal" and the daily stress that comes with it... 

Ellen coming home changed our lives in ways I never thought possible... Her love, her support, her just being here.. It's brought back parts of Josh I never once thought Id see again <3

I promise to start writing more again... Honestly, I stop writing when things aren't horrible because I'm fearful I'll jinx myself...