I wrote this months ago and never posted it...
He's uncontrollable... Violent, hateful, angry, nasty... A monster...
I can't do this anymore... I can't live like this anymore and it would be wrong of anyone be it a doctor, a family member or a friend to expect me to!
I shouldn't be truly fearful for my safety in my own home anytime he gets a little pissed...
It's been SEVEN years since the original injury... SEVEN!!!! You'd think at some point in those 7 years some friggin dr would have found SOMETHING that works to control this monster!
I don't want this for me or the dogs or cat anymore... We all deserve better... We all deserve to feel safe and loved.
I did all I can for him, this is the end of the line.