I've been on the verge of a panic attack for days :/
I wish it would either just happen so I can get over it or go away all together...
I feel like there are tingles all over my body I don't like it at all I can't focus I don't wanna be around anyone my heart rate is outta control... I feel like its taking effort to keep from hyperventilating I have to think about it every second...
Josh was in a mood today he says he wasn't but I know he was :/ he came home and went right to sleep...
His moods seem to fuel my mood when he's happy, I'm happy...
When he's "off" I tend to be a little off as well... Today was a very off day...
I don't want to talk, I don't have the energy to fight, I just want to be... He's sleeping in the bedroom right now and instead of watching TV in bed I'm in the living room alone...
I'm starting to question if its a good idea to go back to WA... What if this mood I've been in doesn't go away?
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