So it's midnight... I'm laying in bed watching "We bought a Zoo" and wishing I could be sleeping... I should be sleeping... We have to be up tomorrow to help some good friends move but I'm awake... I'm awake and rubbing Josh's back hoping he calms down soon so I can sleep...
He's having nightmares again... Bad ones... I know when he's having then because he shakes and talks in his sleep... It's heartbreaking.
Part of me wants to wake him up but I know it's not use... If I wake him up hell be pissed but if I let him sleep maybe he can work though some of his issues in his mind...
I wish I could make his nightmares stop but I still haven't found a way...
It must be in the air cause the past week John has been having nightmares on top of his mood swings. Its been like walking on egg shells just trying to get by.
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